~Headache?~

I have a headache,
but it doesn't seem like a normal one.
It feels like thousands of voltages of electricity
passing through,
destroying everything inside.
Except for my ability to think,
to write,
to see,/
and to feel.
Is this what hell is?
Is this my death?
The constant beeping of the furnace
is it real or not?
My mind keeps the sound beeping continuously,
and now I never know if it's real
or my insanity peeping out the window.
My mind is hurting so bad,
like a war is waging on inside,
every thought thought is killing
my brain.
But
I think I'll just vomit
for now.