Human Connection

As humans we need human connection, What if people killed in order to achieve such connection? What if people killed in order to liberate us from the confines of our world? To give us Salvation. Is killing the ultimate human connection? [NB: This is not encouraging killing or violence in anyway]

If I lost all soul,
I lost all character,
lost all self,
you'd still
love me
more powerful than
my soul,
my character,
myself.

money loan;
burn your lungs;
lose all thought;
never sleep;
money debt;
never eat;
excessively fuck;
over-eat;
over-think;
disease;
paranoia;
solitude;
stress;
loss;
college.

Once again it happens,
the streak continues
and will never stop.
How am I supposed
to be okay with
death
when I am not
even okay
with life?

I can see my future,
when I look into the blue
of the sky.
I can see my future,
in he greenest forest far away.
I can see it more,
than when I look
into
the mirror.

You've got the fire,
I just want to burn,
You've got the fire,
just watch me burn.

When I wear black
YOU'RE GOING TO ADMIRE THIS.
When I wear black
YOU'RE GOING TO ADMIRE THIS.
When I wear black
YOU'RE GOING TO LOSE YOUR skin.
When I wear black
IT'LL BE THE NEW SIN.
Get your own
fucking
mind.
Lose your own
fucking
mind.
Fuck your own
fucking
mind.

I love you more,
than I would
ever love myself.
I wish I could
myself like
I love
you.

I will wait
even if
time
also won't
let me.